Wednesday, August 2

Wed 020806

its wed. so i lost the bet. but i don't really care. i am not in a good mood now. i spent the journey home thinking about jc life and i think it really sucks. SUCKS.i hate it.i don't like school now. i no longer look forward to going to school(maybe for the breaks and after sch). am not saying that v j is not fun. but the lectures the tutorials and sometimes the people drive me nuts.i want the clock to turn back.i want to be thirteen all over again and i certainly want to go back to cedar. rahhh!

i want to slap myself awake. why do i keep thinking about things that are impossible? can it just get out of my head! i really hate this shitty *&#^$*$@)@ feeling. rahhh. wake up you idiot. stop thinking and focus and concentrate on more important things ! SHOOget lost!

enough of depressing stuff. shall talk about sth more cheerful!

today was career fair! i wanna say sth! agnes is a kiasu girl! LOL. we went to the hall and she starting taking all the free stuff! actually i took too.but she took more than me! and she was soo thick skin! purposely stand at one stall for so long, hoping that they will give her the toy, but they didn't, so she decided to ask and the person say she had to ans a qn first. hahas. and another qt evil and funny thing. she was interested in knowing the air force, so she ask the army guy,

she: what are some of the criteria to become a pilot
he: (look at her and laugh) erm. you have to be 1.61m to 1.90m

LOL. the guy is qt bad! haha. cos agnes is like a 150+ only? lol. but i think i was equally evil , cos once the guy said that i LAUGHED out really loudly. and i am like publising it here. sorry!

see, i need more people like agnes/suchen+ her clique/suihui/dawn +vjtt to make my day! i feel the most comfortable when i am with people like them and i get really crazy, that's the REAL ME. :)

i ranted-
9:49 PM